29.6.16

The bad fate of a losing goal

We choose the actions.
But we don't choose the costs.

Forget this and you have a losing goal.

Silence



28.6.16

Night lights

Make me see that you compete my sensitivity
and you will put out a candle with your fingers.

Make me lose my sensitivity towards you
and you will know how to turn off a night star.

22.6.16

On the road 2

Οι νταλίκες μοιάζουν με τις φάλαινες.
Μεγάλες, αργές και κατά κοπάδια τραβούν το δρόμο τους μέσα στο δικό τους ωκεανό.

Από μικρή τις αγαπούσα, χαιρετούσα τους οδηγούς κολλημένη στο παρμπρίζ και περιμένοντας να μου ανταποκριθούν με τις κόρνες ή τα φώτα τους. Φανταζόμουν το ταξίδι και τη ζωή τους.

Μεγαλώνοντας μου ασκούν ακόμα μια νοσταλγική γοητεία.
Το ατελείωτο φευγιό, η ένωση με τον δρόμο.
Στο τελευταίο μου ταξίδι έπιασα δεξιά λωρίδα και 80.
Χώθηκα ανάμεσά τους.
Το κακιασμένο μου αυτοκίνητο ένιωσε τον όγκο του να μεγαλώνει.
Μέχρι που έγινε νταλίκα και εγώ νταλικέρης.

17.6.16

On the road

Home.
Τι είναι σπίτι;
Το κοντά όταν γίνεται μακριά.

14.6.16

I love maths

Mathematics is serious.
In every system, its rules don't have exceptions.
In binary 1+1= 10
In decimal 1+1= 2.
Global rules.

Global rules can produce values.
Music, democracy and science are some specific examples.
Stability and growth are some general.

People can have the validity of maths.
When they agree on rules, it's like maths.
Luckily, these people are not minority.
This is why the world advances its mentality.

Children on the other hand are driven by exceptions.
Selfish exceptions.
And usually they cry.

So many things to learn.
If they are not yours, let the hard job to their parents.
Unless you like parenting in general.

GB

I miss you.
Country with the ocean clouds.
With the wide horizon engraving my soul.
Kind people, vast space and melancholy.
Antidote for my country spirit.
Or shame.

I miss you as drug for my disease.
Homeopathy.

Beloved british joke.
Of our realities.

29.5.16

Britishly drunken

My mind is confused.

Rooms I sleep and wake up.
Business and casual clothes.
Luggage and wardrobes.
Winter and summer clothes.
Winter and summer season.
Hate for my trip or my home?
Love for my trip or my home?
Time zones I live and think of.
Preference for acquaintances or friends?
Preference for new or old stories?
Still away or back?

I am in a mess.
Britishly drunken.
Still in between.
My transitions.
Philosophical.
Thus painful.

Britishly drunken.
Drunken trains, people, landscapes, light.
Relaxing, simple, outgoing, melancholic, long, sarcastic, polite and childish.
My heart drunken as well.

Music has just spread in my home.
I have just stopped hating being back.
I have just thanked Britain for the experience.
Besides, a new trip has been set as goal.



20.5.16

Precious homes

A hotel room becomes home when you bring your food inside.
Far more, when people around you smile.
And there is a swimming pool.

Returning home.
After a difficult day at work.



18.5.16

Wedge

I am not asked, I won't speak.
Sad but brave.
And free.

Our values need our tallness.
Even if we currently lose, the gain is bigger.
The mirror we say goodnight to.

Be prepared for everything.
For any gain, for any loss.
But above all, for that mirror.

Go people, do that.
You have my esteem.

And now I am released.

10.5.16

Goodnight world

The hotel I live in is like a motel.
Surrounded by vast parking areas, sleeping tracks, friendly trees, a moving highway and flat fields.
People come to have dinner and go.
Few stay here.

My soul is a motel.
I come and go.
I don't stay here.
For long.

I feel alive.

Empty fields

Feel lonely.
That deep loneliness that reaches your soul.
It is then that you remember who you.
Relieved that you exist.
Though that burning sense on the stomach.
The high cost of living.
Eternally observing.
Distant.
Reaching freedom through a sweet misery of loss.
Life needs you awaken, even sleepless.

The British landscape invades into my heart.
Which lusts for space.
Being friend with my emptiness in these empty fields.
The places I visit reflect on me.
As if I extend and become part of them.
To whom I belong?
To places.

To nothing.

Hallelujah


26.4.16

The weather is changing





To the winds

My trips are not arranged.
They come like the weather.
Sudden as the wind.
They rush the emptiness,
when they find space to fill.
They long for the void.
They invade in it.


24.4.16

Πουλιά

Είναι κάποιες ιδέες που έρχονται όπως τα πουλιά.
Πρέπει να καθίσεις πολλές ώρες ακίνητος για να σε πλησιάσουν.

18.4.16

Τάξη

Των πραγμάτων.
Αποδεικνύει πολλά.
Την πίστη στα ιδανικά,
όταν επιβάλλεται.
Την ωριμότητα,
όταν την αποδεχόμαστε.
Τη δύναμη της λογικής,
όταν υπάρχει.
Και την αποφασιστικότητα,
όταν δεν αποθαρρύνει.

25.3.16

25 Μαρτίου

Χρόνια πολλά ελληνικό έθνος!
Χωρίς τη Φιλική Εταιρία, τον Υψηλάντη και άλλους θαμμένους από τη λαϊκή ιστορία ανοιχτόμυαλους ανθρώπους, δε θα υπήρχες.
Και ούτε θα μπορούσαν να αναδειχθούν οι προσωπικότητες που σήμερα ξέρουμε και παπαγαλίζουμε. Η επανάσταση θα αποτύγχανε όπως απέτυχαν και οι προηγούμενές της.

15.3.16

D.H. Lawrence, Lady Chatterley's Lover

“Perhaps only people who are capable of real togetherness have that look of being alone in the universe. The others have a certain stickiness, they stick to the mass.” 

“We fucked a flame into being.” 


“It's terrible, once you've got a man into your blood!" she said.” 


“She would have thought a woman would have died of shame. Instead of which, the shame died.” 

“The beautiful pure freedom of a woman was infinitely more wonderful than any sexual love.”

It was not the passion that was new to her, it was the yearning adoration. ” 

‘if I had him inside me as a child!’

10.3.16

Παλιέ μου φίλε

Καλά τα πήγαμε.
Καλά ταξίδια να έχεις.

9.3.16

Ex

Exploring does not necessarily mean that you will reach your goal.
It just means finding new paths.
You may succeed, you may not.
But you will be richer and wiser.

5.3.16

Snake

I want your skin on me.
Like snake.
Change my skin into yours.

1.3.16

Back seat

Older people driving the car.
Not family.
But caring.
Child again.
Safety inside.
Dream outside.
Wide open eyes.
Sleeping.